I prayed...

I was in my bed. Well, I should in my bed but once I laid down I couldn't sleep at all. My mind is full of him. I could imagine his face was just right in front of me like we always do when we are lying on the bed. It's so hard to fall asleep without him even he just stayed for two nights. I felt so empty during the first night he left Cyber.. Real empty...
I did something that I never done before. I put my hands together and started to pray when I closed my eyes. I mean I never pray for this kind of stuff. That was the first time...
God heard that isn't it? I wish I could be with him, as long as I'm still alive. ... ... Guess someone is laughing at me but this is what truly comes out from my heart else I wouldn't wake up purposely to blog. I wish I would not forget this feeling that I'm having right now...
He is fully occupied in my mind...
Tears keep falling my eyes...

I close my eyes once again and pray...

Never thought of giving any commitment.
This ain't commitment but just a part of secret in my heart-
I will never desert you. Never...