Finally Im able to blog. Since bla bla bla I wrote my lil things in my note and it's pretty much.. nah... not really feel like posting all up to here cause the on-the-spot-feeling has changed.
I went for Tokyo Drift with my gang yesterday, the day before I'm going back to Cyber. It was happening to see Loon and ppl were joking around, to see how annoying Loon was and etc. But then it wasn't that fun when we were at Segafredo. Hm.. cause I wasn't joining the group. Emptyness and loneliness filled me.
I was wondering, what if my life without him? Guess it'll still be the same.
Please refer to what Rainie Yang claimed. If I never feel in love with G I wouldn't feel upset. Then I'm falling in love with Ray. If wasn't Ray then my life would never change.
What I really want actually? Gosh... For my own advice, appreciate what I have right now. I will never ask for more, never thirst for more, never desire for more...
The only Ray; the only mine...
I'm taking off to Cyber after one and a half hour. Just packed a few of my regular wearing cause I'm now already taking 3 bags!!! Holy fuck!
Kinda upset... He has a game competition so he left butterworth earlier than me. However it's sad when I got know that he's unable to meet me up 'because that game is important to him compared to the previous one'... it's like.. u know. =.="
Ya.. =.='' x 4537 times....