Sorry. Besides that I don't know what else should I say. I'm sorry, my friends. Feel sorry for those who always keep me up when I'm about to fall. I'm sorry, Jinn. I can't give you a new 'me' on monday and onwards; I'm sorry, Shy. I disappointed you.
I'm too used to it already; I'm too into him.. I'm not ready to come out yet.. I can't force myself anymore. Once I haven't get the cruel treatment or punishment I think I'm unable to get out..
Really.. wanna end up everything...