Always thought that de emotion controls de every begin of the day. I knew it isn't. I knew we're in charge in controlling our mood.
I was so proud that I found out it's veritable; I'm so down that sometimes I still don't know de best way to maintain it when I'm alone. When I wanted to post up my stuffs before I took my shower, I was so proud.. With a victory smile indeed.
When I'm not in de mood to talk, when I'm cool, when I'm peace, I'm afraid. I don't know how to go back to de mood that I had.
It could be verified. Just I still have to work harder when I'm down. Down, U couldn't control it I think. But U have to try de hardest to let urself apart from it...
'Because of you, I don't know how to let anyone else in...'