Can I give up?

I feel like throwing all the notes aside.

I feel like delete all the notes which I downloaded from MMLS.

I feel like watching zai zai's latest drama.

I feel like burying myself in my bed.

I feel like going back NOW.

I feel like stop thinking.

I feel like stop understanding those shit about information system.

I hate Information System cause I don't understand any single thing about IT.
It's hard for me to understand.
I looked at the past year Q and if it comes out like that for tmr's paper, I'm dying.

Can I give up?
... No, I can't.