Unsecured...

I don't know whether I've made a right decision or not. I should have to reject him but I didn't. I can't control myself to do so. I laid on de bed. I felt so unsecured instead of feeling warm. I'm sorry. Maybe I've lost de trust. I don't have confidence in it. How to say that? It's like.. I don't wish myself to fall into de deep valley anymore but I cant stop myself to leave you... Why huh? When I had de mind to give up but U made me turn back to de previous road... What if you lose your commitment? Have you ever think about me? Sorry... I dont meant to blame whoever or whatever.. Just.. wish to express something that truly in my mind...