Just came back from aunt's home. We were playing mahjung there. We almost play it every night. It's kinda late now.
I think i've lost my intellect.. As I said, we can't balance love n intellect.. Why I still go ahead for a relationship which is not in a happy ending? Why I still make myself to de way of miserable? I'm so stupid! I don't know what to do- I want to stop that but I know, de only thing that can stop me will make me feel pain n suffering.. I don't wanna let myself feel pain.. I can't afford that.. But if without these reason or action that can hurt me, I will never return..