kinda hurt...

Got nothing to do after back from math tutorial. Had a piece of waffle just now. Bought from CLC there wan... Feel like wanna try s.thing. I try to log in to his friendster using de password that he told me last time. I din mean to do anything. I just wanna know whether he changes de password or not. He changed. Even he had changes de MSN's. He seldom join friendster last time. But, he changed de password bcz of that.. Ha, ha.. Really no more chances.. As she said, de same thing will happen even both of u get back together... Yea she's right.. Staring at de key chain. he got one also.." Does he still using it?", I asked myself.. I don't know.. Maybe he kept it in de box and nvr brings it out anymore..never.. When I knew that he changed de password.. It's hurting me.. Frankly i nvr get into his acc even i knew his password before. Hurting but it was so ridiculous.. What can I do? Feel so ignominious on that.. I jst can do nothing.. Haiz.. what can make me away from this thing?
I'm not that angry anymore actually but I still need time to think properly that am i really forgive him? I still need time to stay calm.. Feel like wanna re-add him to my messenger but I dun hv any courageous to do that.. I'm afraid I'll think of or get know something that irritating me then I dunno what'll I do... So.. Hmm.. better avoid each other in this moment... It's good for him n me... I couldn't afford any hurting anymore.. or I'll death by suffocation~ gtg to my econ. class d.. Chapter 4..damn tough!