stresSssed~

After posted up de previous diary, I felf so down. I went out to de hall. I heard someone was sneezing... But that was not.. Sumay fells stressed. I can see throught that actually. She's doing her work everyday. And her mum called her. So..
She asked me about my stuff. I rather she didn't ask. I told her, don't ask me why. Then, I couldn't control my tears anymore. It dropped.. I felt so ashame.. Others were crying because of stressed in homework. But I was stressed in other stuffs... Not only the life here.. But..other..
I told her, I was so unhappy at here. She asked me not to think much. As Alex said, every beginning will be a bit tough. I know... I know that's de beginning.. Hence, I have to continue. No matter how hard the journey is.. I have to finish it... I have to endure.. No matter what.. It trainned me to be independence..
We are waiting for ahSan. They wanna hang out to mamak stall. I'm gonna join them but I've shanged my mind now. I don't wanna go... I prefer to be alone.. Really...