Came back to my room at 6 something just now. After my tutorial class. I was damn tired. Jinn them went for dinner dy.. Whatever..
Hmm.. Few moment later, Jinn came back. Thanks to her.. Cause I asked her to save my pictures to her notebook and send it for me. We've done. Thank's a lot...
I hang out at the mamak stall with Adeline just now.. bout 9 something. Planned to have burger but when we arrived there, the stall haven't sell it yet... So we hang out at the mamak stall. Damn, the mee goreng pattaya is so nice!
I'm so tired... Tired on everything! My days..my body..my works..my hapiness... I'm tired on pretending that I'm so happy here. No, not at all...
I dropped my tears again. I said that, I cannot cry.. Once I cried, I'll cry easily. Fortunately I still can control it. But yesterday damn down. I had nobody... Suddenly zuyi say Hey to me through MSN, I seem like saw a brightness in the dark. That time I really couldn't pretend... I told him, I was sad, really sad. I'm not happy at all. He asked me not to pretend that I was very happy at here. I know.. but I can't. I can't let anyone knows that I'm weak. Especially those who despises on me! I wana prove that I'm strong enough! I am... But I'm so tired now.. Really tired already...
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