There's only 8 days left. I'm going to MMU the next Saturday. I'm going to begin my new life, indeed. Actually I have to make a decision since the very early time. Because of my persistent, I never carry out although I had decide something in my mind. I'd throw away my pride and done many things that I have never do before. But what did I get at last? I get NOTHING..Yea, Nothing at all.. No, i get one thing. I've made him despise on me. Ha, ha.. Satirizing huh..
Suddenly I've realized something. I've open my mind on through the love stuff. Maybe sometimes we shouldn't be so serious. What a selfish mind ya?? Yea, my heart appeared lots of scars. Ofcourse it can recover one day. But these scars would never disappear, NEVER.
By the way, I really hope that I can go to Melacca as soon as possoble although I haven't prepared anything, yet. I wish that I can begin my new life there. Hmm... Just don't know whether I can do it all not... Hope so..
I just have to keep endure my pain in this 8 days. Thinking 'bout all the shit stuff, suffering without letting anyone knows.
Who he thinks he is? He really thought that I've done all the things because of him? No, all were for myself. Cause I got nothing to do all the day and just find something to do. this makes me happy, indeed. I'm not talking the opposite way ok??
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