I was sitting in front of the window. Listening to the MP3 and started sobbing. I'd calm down myself few minutes later. And I began to think about the past again. Haiz.. so stupid huh...But I really got nothing to do. I've stopped shedding tears. Just humming some sad songs. I almost do the same things every SINGLE LONELY night. My arms were around my legs and sitting in front of the window or on my own bed, in this little, dark room.
Still humming David Tao's song- "Love Is So Simple". I'm like a mad person u know.. So scary.. I've become moody!!!
I still love this song even though now it's not as popular as last time. It's so meaningful for me.
Begin with the 1st sentence, yea right.. I counldn't remember when we've started our relationship, I just remember we began at the beach.
The 2nd sentence. I do have some speciall feeling to him since we know each other.. Just admire a friend like him, nothing special..
3rd, I've fell in love with him although I always remind myself not to love him much. But at last...haiz...
When we were together, it takes long time. We went out very early and came back late. Now I realized that I feel very happy when be with him. No matter where and when. Feel contented when I was with him..
He changed my life! He ruined my life! He did changed my personality... But I had no way to regret cause that was my choice. I've to finish the journey that I'd choose..
The days after we broke and before he went to N.S.(National Service), I was just like a stupid fans chashing her idol...haha.. But very happy though so.. I was running in and out all the day. When I get that where he is, I'll rush to the place and hide myself in a corner. Ofcourse in a corner.. Couldn't let him know that i'm looking at him...haha...How insane I was...
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