Dear you.

I feel so sorry that I m not there for you, with you.

I am so shocked, terrified when i read your status, after 12++ hours of that incident. I have no fucking idea if something really bad happened. I would blame myself to death.

Please my dear friend, take care of yourself..

I am feeling really bad now. I can't help you, I am not there for you.

And I am fucking fucking worry about you, as if im losing you.

You know how helpless I am now cause it's like I can do nothing but just worrying?

I can laugh with you, being crazy with you and I can definitely cry with you.

Knowing that you are feeling fucked up, I don't feel good either.

Remember I love you.