What I got for my weekend is purely disappointed.
It wasn't my weekend, it wasn't my day.
I sacrificed the time that I could only spend with my family but I gainned nothing.
Finally I understand how Cyn felt when she thought the promises would come true.
Guys, I'm not being that mean for returning the gift. I'm not yet that childish. The purpose of that gift was to make me smile, to cheer me up or whatever, but I just can't cause the same thing happened right on the next day.
I assume he knows how I feel. I kept waiting for his appearence though I didn't show it on my face. Eventually, he did not show up and now I'm in KL.
Seems like he's not that clear about the msg which I sent ystrday.
-What I want neither the explanation nor telling me what I thought was wrong. What I want is I still could feel you're there for me when I thought you were not.-
Dear, you said I wasn't being understanding at times. But you thought things only happened after we went back. The problem was already there before we went back.
My heart was not yet mended and again you broke it into pieces...
I was waiting and waiting, hoping you would rush to me but I was so wrong.
And yea, I feel SO-FUCKING-NOT-NICE while I was all the way back to KL, to Cyberia.