A Road With No One...

Some say the road is chosen by oneself. But when one has reach the edge of no idea, God makes the decision. Perhaps I met some people at the same path; perhaps they give me one hand when I fall and they leave when I stand. Somehow, I need to travel the journey by my own.
The journey is getting harder until I have no idea with what to do.
Sorry I lied to you. I know you tried your very best to cheer me up, to bring me joy. I know you're always trying to do everything for me.. Thanks for everything... And sorry if sometimes I really ignored how you feel... I'm sorry..
The heart was aching when I had to act like nothing in order to console you, telling you that I was ok and I was fine, to make sure that you wouldn't feel bad...
I might break your heart when I didn't answer you. But you know what, my heart is broken too...

.:*I Love You*:....

Currenly love this songs. It's from Air Supply but I found another female artist sings it very well.
Here goes..

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say, but goodbye

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye

-Goodbye-