So? Have to be strong..

Feel so tortured.. When standing right beside de person u like but u can't hold him, u can't hug him, can't tell him that u miss him. U just can do nothing. We're at de toy museum. It suppose to have fun but now i just need to stay alone. Just leave me alone. As i said, that was de last call. I will never ask or desire for more. But... Friends, i feel so tortured.. Really really hard to breath.. I have to stay strong.. A fake smile has to be continued...