Just now I had my dinner with them. In my living room. Usually we'll join together with new friends while they were joking..or.. Whatever.. But I was just keep chewing my rojak and keep quite. Maybe sometimes you will laugh with them although that was not that funny while you think back. Cause that time you were enjoyed with them. But.. I don't know why, I didn't have any respond on what they were talking about...
Sometimes my friends were also talking bout nonsense but we will pretand like " hey, that's not funny at all ok??!".. We don't care about that lar.. We know each other... But usually you wont face your new friends like this, don't you?
I really don't know why, ofcourse I was not facing them like that lar, but I just keep quite like I'm in the other world. I could't pretend and I was lazy to socialize with them. That's me. I'm still myself, that kind of persist...
Maybe that's de difference between my best friends and them... Sometimes I'm weak while with my friends but not with them! I can even go everywhere and settle everything by myself. I don't need anybody's accompany.. I realized this at this afternoon..
I just came back from downstair.. Just been there bout 15 minutes I think....
They went to the library. I'm not gonna join them.. Not in de mood..
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