Wednesday, June 22, 2005

sUcks!!! my mood goes sucks!

I'm so anger with myself!!! I'm anger with my careless! I broke my h/p holder +I/D holder. It was a key chain indeed. I spoilt it because of my careless!!! I just bought it on Saturday when I went to Gurney Plaza with Tammy! Just when I wanted to stand up, my h/p stumbled the table, then... AH!!!! One of the beads dropped! I couldn't believe that u know??!! I hope it was not real! Who can understand my feeling??? I gave Tammy a call and asked her to buy me another when she's going to penang again. Hope it is not out of stock! Kraft could feel I'm mad through my voice. But he couldn't do anything!
Frankly, (shit! I'm gonna drop my tears again!) my true friend really do understand me! At first I really not willing to mix well with new friends although I knew I should not had this mind. After mixed well with them I thought I can. But you know, no one really cares 'bout me. No one understands me. They don't even concern. Ha! so bad! They made me disappointed while not yet close with them! What de hell!(my eyes are getting wet)!!! But they had no such qualification that can makes me down or sad! No!
Friends..( I dropped my tears, Tammy caused it.)... I really miss you guys. I've said that before, no one can replace any of my friends in my heart. Really, those new friends still not yet have any qualification to make me down and I won't let it be!
Really my close can understand me well. don't need to show it out but I knew they understand me, concern me, care of me.. I knew that. They are not pretending...
I miss the days we were together. We spent almost 24hours a day... Laughing and cheering revolved around us. We don't care about other's oponion. We just did what we like to and what that was right.. No matter what, no matter when, we shared all the things together. Those were de days~~ How sweet they are...
I do miss my friends...

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