Shella de Aphro

我是玻璃。

2011-09-06T04:45:00.000+08:00

Looking forward for the arrival of September.

2011-08-20T15:36:00.001+08:00

One of my best getaways. (I)

2011-05-07T17:39:00.002+08:00

Visiting my brother in London wasn't a day or two's plan. I had been thinking about that yet never had any further action. Until I've had no idea on what to do and where to go with my 5 days of annual leave, I decided to request for another 2 days off and OFF TO LONDON. x

Fast forward to the day I began the journey. Ray B dropped me at Pen Int. Airport. My itenerary was PEN-KUL-STN-KUL-PEN.

26th Nov 2010 night.

I was told that the immigration officer might ask me a lot of questions as I was travelling alone. Thing turned out to be fine though. =)

Got my luggage and not to forget to camwhore. BAH.

I had to meet up my brother at the Liverpool Street in London. The return ticket of it was 28.90 pounds, approximately RM 145.00.

And it was FREAKING cold even it's indoor. I was just wearing sandals. I didn't expect winter came earlier. It's was -4 degree Celsius the first day I arrived. And the best thing was, I couldn't find even ONE coffee machine.

The best option was to get to the train to keep myself warm.

Bought a cuppa Rombouts coffee with 1.90 pounds in the train. Listening to the music. That was the most awesome moment ever since I started working. Smiling all the way in the train. :))

Oh, the train stopped at Tottenham Hale before it reached Liverpool Street.

Taadaa! Arrived at destination and saw my brother standing outside when I stepped out from the train. I think I saw tears in his eyes. It was 4 years back since we last spent time together. 4 freaking years. xx

Apartment at Hunter Street.

Me. Before proceeding to Camden Town.

Boutique Hotels along the way.

Camden Town in the AM.

Random pretty earrings in the market.

Steve and I.

The yummeh donuts.

First time having Mulled Wine and I am in love with it. A cup of warm mulled wine worked so well when u're freezing outside. Cost £4.

Somewhere infront of The London Eye.

The crowd and 帅哥。

Lunch at The Sherlock Holmes.

Outside of the restaurant.

Comptons at ~~The Oxford Circus.~~ Russell Square.

Street towards Brunswick Waitrose. Even the hypermart also got gorgeous name.

Shopping for dinner and groceries.

2011-02-26T23:31:00.002+08:00

Just finished reading the book I bought from the UK, Living With The Past by Sarah Preston.

And I found a paragraph which I think best describe my current relationship.

The bright light that had shone on you and I,

bringing hope with it, had become a flickering, faltering candle,

running out of both wax and wick;

a candle placed by an open window

waiting cautiously for the next gust of wind to extinguish it.

The right or the wrong ones, does it really matter now?

Now I know how I am feeling.

2010-11-20T02:16:00.002+08:00

You broke my heart at the moment you pulled my shirt.

What's wrong with you recently?

Are. You. O. K. ?

They say, never let a man beat you cause when there's the first time, they will be the second, so and so.

I should have believed that way earlier than now cause I am also the one who beat and beat.

Human being.

Tsk tsk tsk.. such a shame.

2010-07-28T00:07:00.001+08:00

SERIOUSLY

NEED TO

PUT

DOWN

MY WEIGHT.

in less than a month, 5 kgs must be gone.

I have had.

2010-07-26T01:42:00.001+08:00

I have had the best companion during uni life.
I have had the best housemates ever like jinn, monitor, epin, chunyee.
I have had the best classmates ever like ps, leeling, etc.
I have had the best uni friends like yupin, choonhoong, san, seklee, alex, TKE! etc.
I have had the best from my the best like tasha, etc...

And I have had the best roommate ever like Jinn.

I love u guys. A lot! Mwahhhh!

a night of Saturdays.

2010-07-18T01:17:00.000+08:00

It brings back the memories how I spent the nights with u guys.
Nothing beats it.
U guys are awesome possum.

Hugz and kisses!
P/s: I'll sort thr plan out. ZOUK. :)

when everything goes against me.

2010-07-09T23:32:00.002+08:00

Broke own again. Not a major one though.

I need to blog, as in, really blog.

Recently i've been stressing bout lotsa stuff, which I have no idea what are those about.

Another thing is,

my Bday is just around the corner. Somehow the closer it approaches, the more lonely I feel.

[emptiness]

Firstly, I need to work on that day itself, and also on the days before and after. I don't really mind since I've decided to postpone it. Alright, here's the matter- postpone.

...

... ...

Without you guys.

I know, I have my family, good friends, and B right here in BW. But,

can someone t e l l how I f e e l ?

I've been missing all of you badly.

Thought of going back on the 14th, or maybe on the 13th since I have off days on the 14th and 15th. But papa's birthday is on the 15th.............

And if I go back, I don't know how is the dinner gonna be. Dinner... I had enough of feeling upset when I went back for xp's bday. I know everyone made an effort to meet of each of everyone and i feel glad and appreciated. But I just have not had enough time with you guys. It was a hard goodbye for me.

I know we're making and will still make effort for meeting ups however timing is really hard to get it right. Sigh...

I don't know, i'm very upset. That's all about it.

I was straying at home for the whole evening, accompanied with Jay Chou's and the pictures. After the rain, the warmth of the wind, reminds me of every bit.

The balcony was at my right, I was on the sofa, looking at the after-rained.

“缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念..."

p/s: I'm not going to work tomorrow. I was struggling before making up my mind.

Cried, and stopped and cried. Walked out from the room with my cell phone, called my strong-bond partner in crime, hoping she would say 'ok lar don't go lar...'.

Crazily weeping and being overly dependent when calling her. At that moment I just needed someone to be there. Manatau that fella asked me go to work... But eventually she let me be. Thank u machi.

I was still weeping when I put on the phone. Heh...

I miss you guys so much. When are we gonna have another gaga night?

2010-06-28T00:32:00.000+08:00

I forget everything when I see you;
I just remember I love you.

Wahh leong dou baooooo.

2010-05-28T17:31:00.002+08:00

totally speechless.

stop expecting me to do or say something for the same situation or whatsoever i don't know.

i love you and i will comfort you, but please be in my shoe and use ur ass to think what's going on with my condition on that time.

and once i failed to comfort you, then u say that u wont find me to talk to anymore and will find others. please la.

Dear you.

2010-04-27T03:42:00.002+08:00

I feel so sorry that I m not there for you, with you.

I am so shocked, terrified when i read your status, after 12++ hours of that incident. I have no fucking idea if something really bad happened. I would blame myself to death.

Please my dear friend, take care of yourself..

I am feeling really bad now. I can't help you, I am not there for you.

And I am fucking fucking worry about you, as if im losing you.

You know how helpless I am now cause it's like I can do nothing but just worrying?

I can laugh with you, being crazy with you and I can definitely cry with you.

Knowing that you are feeling fucked up, I don't feel good either.

Remember I love you.

Pen updates.

2010-04-27T02:47:00.003+08:00

BYE.

Solitary moment.

2010-04-25T07:00:00.005+08:00

[S ometimes y ou 're just too b usy to g et e m o]

i've just have to repeat it.

2010-04-13T03:08:00.006+08:00

Just because I'm not like you,
doesn't mean that you're better than me.

and if it does, go yourself.
Like DUH.

Artist of the day.

2010-04-02T20:43:00.006+08:00

When boredom hit me like crazy, something caught my eye.

There it began.
But,
When I saw my work,
I felt it looked like shit and shamed to continue.

So I decided to ruin it all. Then I painted,

and painted.

chechechechengggg!

Hm...

[This is much better.]

My first SNY.

2010-03-21T15:43:00.003+08:00

I have done my first day of SNY, also the very first flight with AA. Early in the morning it gave me a huge shock cause there's only 3 operating crews on board since we were suppose to have 4 operating crews, and plus me, SNY crew- the 5th ones who is just to observe and follow one of the crews, for learning purposes.

So, 3 crews, I had to become the so called operating crew, IN MY FIRST FLIGHT.
What do they expect? I mean, everyone knows, the first ever flight operation confirm will be damn kelam kabut though it's not suppose to be that way. But please lar, be logical, HUMAN BEING OKAY. WHO DOESN'T?

so overall, my SFA didn't see what I've done cause I was positioned at the AFT cabin. So, she assessed me as Average. which is grade C.

Honestly I don't like the C thingy. There are like so many boxes there and mine all rated Cs. I have D too, on those that she really saw I was blur at. I know she's not picking on me, she just assessed what she saw, and put AVERAGE on what she did not see. and this is my freaking first flight and I had to operate with other crews. Okay If I were have to just follow either one of them, I dun think I will get C.

So... I am upset and I teared uncontrollably when I arrived at home. Babes I AM SERIOUSLY EFF-ing DOWN.

So.. done for today.
Tomorrow, long hour flight.

[KUL-HKG-KUL]

Please save my ass.

p/s: I feel that I looked damn dumb and clumsy. :'(((

2 months.

2010-02-26T23:21:00.002+08:00

Heard his voice again after 2 months. 
2 months. 
it's like a decade for me.



[...i miss you bro...]
x

[x title].

2010-02-26T02:03:00.005+08:00

It's been more than a month i'm under training. Or i should rather say, I've done all the classes, and the following 2-3 weeks remaining are about Assessments and Exams.

Excited yet nervous. I have no idea how well i will do it.

I thought I've done more than I've expected. I greet, I smile, etc., which have also made me ~~greet~~ smile to people I meet outside the academy.

But, I'm not outstanding. It's not that I am desperate to be the most outstanding ones, but then, it's like there's always something wrong with me. The thick make up doesn't suit me at all, I THINK. The hair, which I thought it's fine, normal and some people think it's not fine. Maybe it shouldn't be normal, it should be, WOW. kan?

Last night I went for aircraft visit, man that was tiring i wanna kill people!!!! I doubt if I could maintain my strength when I start flying and meeting different people out there. Imagining, I'm doing 6 sectors that day, last sector, fucking tired, but still have to smile, smile, and nonetheless, SMILE. I can't behave like what I behaved. UGH! Anyway, that's a good thing though. It's just the matter of dealing with my own emotion. =) [i need encouragement, wahhh]

Heh... I'll be having the Safety Equipments Assessment next Monday. I tak tau lar aiyorrrrrrr.... the stupid oxygen bottles very de confusing dehhh.... and then, water assessments, door assessments... exam, exam and exam..

then..

Babadada~

FLY!!

Heheee...wokay, i'll be right back!

p/s: Damn i miss my friends. All of them.

Toodles! MWAHHH!

一线之差。

2010-02-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

Please withdraw some from the 'leave' box to the 'love' box.

Hello hello!

2010-01-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

HELLO! First post in year 2010.
Been resting for around 3 weeks before my training started. Everything is good so far. Still manage to cope with the classes. :)

Waking up early in the morning isn't that hard for me this time. Maybe it's only about training; maybe the tough or tiring classes have not approached to me yet.
Compare to last time, which is my first job, argh.. Almost every night I was thinking not to go for work for every next day, was planning when wanna take leave(and mc. hehe), any reason that can make me sleep til the sun shines on my ass.

Though I have to wake up earlier than before, it isn't THAT hard for me. Just hate make-up spending me most of the time. Otherwise I guess I just need 20 minutes of preparation to go for work. Teeheee...

I'm gonna be seating the first exam 2 weeks later. Ugh! I am still confused which topics are gonna be covered and which are not. No no, there are 6 papers for that one day exam. BLOODY 6 PAPERS!!! If 1 or 2 paper.. hehe different story. 6 wei... and I have no idea how's the exam gonna be. Panic. T.T

It'll be good if things are going as smooth as current. Smoother? nah, I'll appreciate and be thankful if things don't get worse. =)

Okie dokie. Gotta stop here. Ta!

xoxo!

i guess this is goodbye. =)

2009-12-09T16:16:00.005+08:00

Ngeheeehe. I only started to feel a lil bit hard to leave when I was deleting those display pictures saved in my msn. Not the pictures cause they can be browsed from my hardisk. But the video display that not saved.

Hm.. Take it easy, take it easy. =)

Everything bout me in this laptop has been cleared. Anything that belongs to this company, has been saved in the thumb drive. and those pics of mine, ofcourse in my hardisk. oh, I left a pic in my msn messenger. To let the new management trainee know that I'm actually kinda hot. [WAHAHAHAHAHA, *puke*]

Okay anyway.. now feeling kinda.. hmm.. I don't have any hard feeling against anything but some people here. No conflicts but only kena few bombs and not to forget to throw back the bombs to Ursula; Sharon, a nice girl and first person I know in this company; Ainol, only get along with her after many weeks; Marcus, Yaw, Tee, Shelly, Amanda, Joey.. etc. My boss.. hm.. he doesn't talk much to me after I tendered the resignation letter. Yeeeee how realistic. HAHA.and some Bangladesh who're quite cute and funny. Buahaha.

So...

Hm.. I guess this is goodbye.
Goodbye people!

Goodbye Gefung. Goodbye SBG. =)

p/s: good luck Emily, the new management trainee.

=)

2009-12-02T00:35:00.007+08:00

Thank you;

for coming out tonight.

Thank you;

for releasing our worries.

Thank you;

that you're still rational.

Thank you;

that you've never changed.

Thank you;

for still being our origin monitor and loved friend.

Monitor,

the best wishes are ready to be given from me to you since the beginning.

Thanks for everything, everything and everything.

I love you. and. We love you. =)

You never play a simple role in my life.

Your future is full of promises,

and this new journey has just begun.

Adventures, thrills, choices and excitement are waiting,

but you life is full of blessing.

May this day you share be filled with love and laughter,

and all the days ahead you'll be lived happily ever after.

Love,

Shella.

2009-10-31T11:42:00.000+08:00

The matter gets on my nerves since I woke up this morning. Never been so worried since the last time that I could hardly recall. I done some research, made a few phone calls. Ugh those phone calls made me feeling even more tention.
I called mom. Didn't tell her what's going on with me just letting her know that I'm not feeling well. I ask her not to worry, just small matter. I held back when I started my first line of conversation with her. I almost broke down. The worries, the anxious.. It's killing. I hung up the phone without talking further.
Cause I can't break down.
Gulping water as fast as I could, as too swallow the tears in the eyes.

I'll be alright.
Cause I'm loved and blessed.
I am.

Blogger seems so boring nowadays.

2009-10-25T22:42:00.004+08:00

Since there's Twitter and Facebook. hahaha. Especially when you can tweet anytime, anywhere!

I got this from an email i received. Eehehehehe... Whether it's true or not, don't care lar!

*GRINNNN*

CANCER (The Cutie)

MOST AMAZING KISSER.

Very high appeal.

Love is one of a kind.

Very romantic.

Most caring person you will ever meet!

Entirely creative.

Extremely random and proud of it.

Freak.

Spontaneous.

Great telling stories.

Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it.

Someone you should hold on to.

Ah.. Don't mess with me. :p
Loves!

2009-10-06T11:14:00.002+08:00

everything is bull shit.

im bull shit.

u're bull shit.

we aren't happy together. then what's the point?

we aren't willing to put effort. then whats the point?

we are not satisfy with everything of each other.

Then what's the point?

2009-10-06T08:46:00.000+08:00

I think we are tired.

It's all about money.

2009-10-05T11:08:00.001+08:00

I've been thinking of quitting this job for quite a number of times.
I've been thinking of resting a while then only get myself on the working track.
I've been thinking of going back to my messy study life.
I've been thinking of getting a Master programme.
I've been thinking of putting myself in an exam.(oh wtf?!)
I've been thinking of... this and that. anything can relate with 'not working'.

I always follow the routine of life. [skip the front part] went to collage, prayed not to fail, so that I would keep on track; graduated, then work. Who don't wanna follow the dreams and live the life they want to? I have no guts. I'm afraid once I don't follow the route, i'll lose the track.
I've passed the age of getting pocket money from parents. If I get back to study life it's better for me to pay for my own school fees; if I wanna rest for a while only start working, where shall I get my pocket money? this and that bla bla bla.
It's all about money.

And now, I only got 2 options.
1, Continue this bloody job, bear with the bloody Ursula who called me an unorganized person when she herself isn't an organized person. EFF her no time. Okay, what did I say, yea. continue this, take salary, get my life on.
But I won't stop at this moment. I'll continue finding for jobs whilst looking for what I wanna do then if got the chance I'll just go ahead.

2, Don't give a shit to anything, anyone. Quit the job and enjoy my life.

I hate working.
I hate this job.
I am so not motivated.

[l.i.f.E.l.e.S.s]

ngehehe.

2009-09-25T23:55:00.002+08:00

nothing much. just feel like blogging.

hooi, ling, thien and horng are visiting Langkawi tmr.
One of the place i had so much fun.

One of my precious memories.

I'm gonna update bout the trip at Malacca. The place that meant so much to me. =)

Alchohol and emo songs are the best companion at times.

2009-09-17T15:56:00.003+08:00

Where the hell are you guys when I needed someone?

Where's my haven?

I got zero.

Zero.

090909.

2009-09-09T08:46:00.003+08:00

A date that meant to be remember.

Many believe that the date is an auspicious sign.

As you can check out how many couples are engaging.

I heard the FM saying there're around 200 couples going to engage in this morning itself.

However,

Your friend me,

Stucked in the staircase corridor this morning.

The door was locked outside.

You did not see wrongly.

THE - DOOR - WAS - LOCKED - OUTSIDE.

I was in the basement,
walking towards a door which I thought it'd lead me to the lift,
and get me to the office.
I went in.

'Oh, not this one.'

I spoke to myself whilst turning back to open the door.
Damn.
It's locked.
Right.

I walked up to Ground floor. Same thing happened.
Great.
Then I saw there's this door handle was broken by someone.
I bet it'd probably by someone who stucked in there like me.
While trying to turn the handle,
I cut my finger cause the round part of the handle was already gone,
it's kinda sharp.

Then I made a few call, nobody's in the office yet. (I arrived there at 8am.)
While waiting for someone to rescue me, ahhh.. I tried.
Wrapped tissue paper on the handle and tried to twirl the handle.

I become my own heroine!

So tell me, how can it not be a good day?

grass by the wall.

2009-09-08T15:08:00.001+08:00

I don't like him.
I think he's.. sorta fake.

(1) He asked me to update him a list of projects. Where do I get info? Ofcourse from the marketing department. I don't mind doing compilation. The head of marketing department, is Ursula. Ah she's quite nice that day, update me the list by her own as i requested ON BEHALF of another. Then, the fella didn't like it, the format was so messy I understood. and he asked me to TELL Ursula to come out with a tidier format. WTF? You don't have intercom is it?! Why do I have to pass your words??!? Waste of time. He's a coward.

(2)Ok. Then the head got cc-ed when ursula emailed me the list. so he asked what is my purpose and another question. I told him I did it on behalf of someone else lar. Then this head also one kind,
'you have not answer my question. (then he repeated 2nd question)'

I was like, wtf...??
'not yet. and im still updating the list.'

pissed off.
The main point is, this head is the direct head of that fella. Then I told that fella about his boss sending this mail to me. Now he spoke differently, saying 'ahh this have to be updated every month wan mar..' different with the first time when he told me someone needs this list. I assumed his boss need that. Was I wrong?
Niama, dong ngo Lulu ah?!

(3)This morning my boss sent out an email, to both of us. Same sort of things need to be updated but just different type. And that fella came to me, he said he'll do it, and not to forget to remind me to update the list that he asked me to. He offered himself to do that, I reckon it must be easy to be done. I was right. He already done it.

He's a coward.
(1)When in the meeting, he didnt have comment. I never knew he wasn't ok with it until my boss went out. 'bla bla bla bla bla.. full of disatisfaction.
(2)When I passed Ursula's list to him, he said that's rubbish to him. NAH. never seen him speak a word in front of Ursula.
(3)The easy job that he's done. My boss thought I would be doing it. He asked me in, and asked me when can I submit him. I told him lar, that fella said he's gonna do that. After that, I came out from the room, I asked that fella whether he's done. He said:
'why? done already ah. what? he mention in the mail mar, have to done by tmr. aiya no need care bout him wan lar'

LOUDER SOMEMORE!

Now I feel disgusted when I hear he's laughing. Or talking.

p/s: HA! another funny thing. Another fella,
'shella are you convenient now? can you get me 'myboss's name' car key? I need to move the car cause it blocked the container.'

'Har?I don't have his car key wor..'

'Oh.. no no, can you go and take from him?'

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
WHAT DA FFFF?????

'har?? he's there only wor u go and get lar....'

'oh.. nvm la nvm la...'

Eventually I called my boss, then I asked the person to get from my boss. By that time his expression made me feel that he still expect me to get for him.

WTF is wrong with this company???

2009-08-25T14:41:00.000+08:00

Driving on that kind of road is tensive.
Damn.

And I just hit one hole this morning.

I think my salary can't cover the car repair and maintenance fees...

Oh btw, they assembled new aircons. And one is upon my desk. Muahahaha!

Alright gtg. Toodles!

It's not a good day.

2009-08-24T22:24:00.006+08:00

I felt so tensed up.
But im feeling way better right now. =)

It's been quite sometimes since I last staying without him. He went back today and I had a stressful day. So, can u imagine how upset I was?

In the office, Ursula just threw things to me like that. Yea I know I have to learn, but at least give me some guidance can? Anyway I felt guilty cause initially she handled that thing herself. Sorry...

And bad experience to drive back today.
The non-maintained road, kinda freak me out. And, while I was passing by the sunway tol, which the cars were like turtle moving, suddenly I saw the car temperature went up. and no kidding, it almost hit the red bar.
HOLY SHIT. no joke. I on the double signals, when off the car engine. I made the traffic busier a little for like 5 minutes. After I started the engine again, thank God the temperature went down, and I drove to the petrol station immediately. Jimmy was there helping me refill the water and all.. It's all settled down so far. Hopefully everything will be fine, for now and then. =)

I love the whether of yesterday(Sunday).

Wind blowing with bright but warm sunshine.

Baby @ Xian Ding Wei.

Will upload some photos next time.

I'm tired.

B, I know sometimes we argue and fight a lot. There're some disagreement between us and when we don't wanna step backward, we'll end up in a bad situation. I'm sorry about that. And I miss you so. And lastly, like I told you last night, I love you for who you are. Always. =)

p/s: Ursula is not my boss. And Ursula its not her name. If you don't know who'e Ursula. U can google the image. =)

they made my uni life.

2009-08-21T22:08:00.004+08:00

[pics can be enlarged to c their patterns. haha]

and ofcourse. not only them. <3

*GRIN*

1 month anniversary.

2009-08-21T15:34:00.004+08:00

Ya. I was employed last month on this date.

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!

kiss my arse.

i hate working.

Break down No.

2009-08-14T16:32:00.005+08:00

The emotion hits hardly on my head.

It doesn't feel good at all. Cause I'm not at home; cause I'm not alone.

I wanted to text. But then I removed it.

Cause in a sudden I didn't feel like saying a little single word.

The worse part is, it's raining outside.

I'm into rainy days but not at this moment.

I want it to be when I'm at home, alone, in the room, with the lights off, and the music on.

with only the moonlight or whatever street lights shine in.

It has stop raining.

Maybe tonight? ...

Hi bloggie.

2009-08-12T15:42:00.001+08:00

Finally.

I've graduated.

If I would have to list down things that I feel regret the most, one of them will be 'I did not manage to take a group picture with my graduates friends.'

Don't ask why. It saddens me whenever it crosses my mind.

So in love with the weather this morning. It was drizzling outside when I woke up, or I should say 'jumped up' from my bed.

I've taken a few photos while I was on the way to work. Unable to post 'em up yet.

...Hm...

I.am.Blue...

me blog again! woot!

2009-08-04T20:33:00.005+08:00

I miss study time. Too many reasons to be mentioned.

Often see those couples who are apart from each other love to print screen their msn/skype webcam-ing each other.

NOW I HAVE THOSE PRINT SCREENS TOO!

Not very far. Puchong vs Klang.

Jeng Jeng Jeng!!!!

p/s: I'm the ever first who broke the record in my company. Do you know what's that about? =)

I________, and my boss_________.

just to raise ur lips edge. =)

2009-07-15T02:45:00.004+08:00

Harlo baby! =D

I know u're feeling upset these few days due to several reasons and tension.

Hm..

I'm sorry about fighting with you for the past few days and erm.. sorry for things that I've made you worried and brought you down.

Don't worry baby,

I'll be coming back tomorrow~~

get ready to be cheered alright?

We're going to talk a lot before sleep;

We're going to do many stupid things;

I'm gonna yell for Indo Mee @ 2am;

and...

remember wat u promised me?

the Al Nainas~ nas~ nas~ nas.... yeah!

Put away everything first and take a good sleep!

Tomorrow will be a new beginning =)

I love you and miss you so much!

muah muah muah!

2009-07-10T02:39:00.003+08:00

no one to talk to or i dun feel like talking

i dont need to talk.

i just need someone to be right beside me.

just like that!!!!

u shouldnt let me feel this way.

no u shouldnt.

yes u dont deserve this then wat about me wat about me wat about me?!!!!

im the one who's fucking not okay right now! u made me.

yes im irrasional cause im emotional.

and u're bastard u're a jerk, right now to me u're watever shit-ass-words!

please just let me. let me blame. i dun care anymore. i can't lost temper.

that's y.

please.

let me.

leave me.

fuck the title.

2009-07-09T19:38:00.004+08:00

I pondered.

And i decided to start this entry. cause it's my fucking blog.

I told u. I won't find things to fight if there's nothing worth to do so.

The 6th sense says it all.

Perhaps it might be my overthought sometimes, but something odd does exist.

It's not the matter of you've forgotten what's today's date.

U don't know how to analyze, i analyze for you.

You didn't know today's date. But don't tell me you fucking didn't know what day is today.

And, knowing what day it is today, surely u will know when is the 12th.

But, u didn't.

You didn't fucking check out when is the 12th.

And this says?

That is the matter.

It is somehow the bittersweet moment that makes such cold night warm.

2009-07-08T03:14:00.003+08:00

quoted.

B1-8-8

the messy room. the bed. the dusty printer. the candy paper with the alphabat H and J. the paper bag all over the floor. the overload laundry bag. the annoying alarm. the lunch wake up call. the balcony. the ashtray. the emtpy bottles. the fall-asleep-in-3-min-roommate.

i miss typing those words,

machi, mana lu?

machi, wat time's ur class finish?

machi, later go where makan?

machi i tell you ah i damn pekchek now! fuck that bitch man!

"okay! story me l8r!"

machi, machi, machi...

machi,

i miss you so.

balcony o' balcony

2009-06-30T16:20:00.002+08:00

i miss the balcony.
i miss my roommate and her shoulder,
no matter it's that shoulder that i lied on or that shoulder that i aligned with.
whenever i was so upset, that balcony was the best spot ever. nothing's gonna beat it.
missing those time when i was sitting there, alone or with roommie, looking at the dark sky.. there's nothing special about the scenery, but i was just addicted in sitting there.

and last night,
i need that balcony.

Upcoming Bali Trip

2009-06-13T17:22:00.004+08:00

Pictures credit to Villa Kecapi

I pray hardly they won't fool us with the pictures. lol
p/s: I've got my bikini and dress from VS, much more earlier than the expected arrival date and i've no regret buying them cause they're true to size, and very lovely!!!

oO.. I can feel Bali breeze... <3

picci-pics [part I]

2009-06-11T18:19:00.021+08:00

I'm sick.

Finals result is out today! I got it all passed.
so now i can shout out loud:

I MISS FOR BEING A STUDENT!!!
and being called skip class queen.
hahaha

phhhuuuu... u have no idea how long i've wanted to shout that out. but u know, i got too many pantang larangs. i scared if i shouted out before the result released, mmu asks me to go back for classes.
*gasp*
Thank Gawd! woooooot!

Another tons of long lost pics. Taken few months ago.
It's time to rewind. =)
.
.
.
Hmmm...
Guess i'll never have the chance to get back to the same balcony.

Maybe someday.
With some other feeling.

Damn i miss her a lot! like, damn lot!

Pics were taken at Barcelona. not clubbing but just a boring session at barcelona after some dinner. aye?
Look at her. she's so happy that she had me.
muahaha

jer.
i miss her too.
this is epin, take few more look please while she still has some meat on her cheek in this pic.

NOW NO MORE MEAT LAR PIN!!!

lalalala. At C.Banana with Tammy on Valentine's eve.
That was a sudden.
I just dragged in by this lady when i just wanted to pass her her scarf.
Yea. Without make up.
and most importantly, with wearing Crocs.
Steady.

Ee.. random at topshop fitting room. I didn't buy this.

Another day out with my boy, and had lunch
@ Paddington

Night out with my boy
@ Republic

*long sigh*
I miss my long long hair.
and the big big bun.

See. Don't you miss my hair too?

14th Feb '09

2009-06-05T15:08:00.000+08:00

The cupids hit me once again on that day.
I fell in love again.
They say you'll only learn how to appreciate when u lost something.
I thought I lost you, boy.
But I'm blessed, fate gave me another chance to be loved and love,
and to appreciate at the same time.
I will not forget what u have done to get me back.
I will not forget how u've wanted to surprise me.
Everything you've done,
is safely kept in the deepest side of my heart.

I might be mean to you at times,
I might be out of control at times,
just because i love you like i never do.
Every now and then, i'll be loving you.

3 years and still counting...

The painting that u've given it to me. and u made it into a card.
The one and only card in the world.

Valentine's day @ Look Out Point

Nice view. But, we we re so disappointed with the food.

Later, hanging out @ Republic

Yea, my bestie were there too! mwahhh!

And, here comes some very unglamorous pictures of us...

I love her so much

And I love him too!

Dafei-baobei-deardear-B
Words can't describe how much you mean to me.
Thanks for everything. And everything.
<3

MOS Tiger beer

2009-05-16T01:02:00.002+08:00

ever wondered why the Valentine's post is not up yet?
haha.. i dont wanna simply blog about it, i wanna put effort on that entry so that it'll look lovely. hahaha.
i had a BIG fight today. it wasn't lovely at all.
anyway, it won't change the feelings about how am i gonna blog bout the V day.
Take care peeps.

and im not okay.

U gimme Husky I give u monehhh!!! aaahhhhhhh!

2009-05-12T00:50:00.002+08:00

p/s: i still love my goldens.

the bla bla bla

2009-05-11T17:26:00.000+08:00

19 days left. then im gonna say bye bye to my student status.
grr.. sooner or later. everyone's blog is gonna appear with the 'entry bout graduation', etc etc etc...

gtg now.
exam is around the corner. THAT CORNER!

[my long lost entry]

2009-04-25T00:50:00.009+08:00

Finally my cny entry is up.
But there's nothing special to talk about cause besides self-cam-whored, not much pictures taken. [eh it's cny deh, everyone's gambling here and there, couldn't simply take picture]
I didn't really specifically buy clothes for cny. but i bought 2 boxes.

TEHDEHHH~~!!!

And this

I hate it cause I always felt cheated. [ehmm]
Okay at first i just wanted to buy the base, the bottle at the most right side. Ah then, talked lar talked. Talked more to the sales girl. Ended up bought the masks which price were double of that base. So eventually, rm360 gone. [little bottles were free gifts]

Okay. Back to first day of CNY '09.

Day 2:
Can't remember whose house I was heading to. :p

Day 3, day 4... etc. All self captured pictures. aiya i shy la. hahahaha

Another night,[cousins night] we went to Segafredo. My cousin sister just got back from UK that time. So we just hang around and had some wine. =)

my stupid cousin, izzac. haha

Bla bla bla..
Then i was back to cyber.
It was February. The month of loves. teehee...
Tammy, Jinn, Sek Lee and I went to 21 kitchen n bar again. Tammy, was really steady. haha. I just gave her a call when I was about to pass by her place. And she was here with us!

I LOVE HER IN THIS PICTURE!!!!

We had another wine session after the JD session at 21. =)
Omg lar.. there were mahjong, cigg, and NOTES on the table.

Tiger beer is my companion while writing this entry.

Upcoming entry: Valentine's day. <3 <3 <3

random.

2009-04-14T17:35:00.002+08:00

Hellooo Cyber.
There are always stories after I went MIA for quite sometimes.
People are acting weird nowadays.
Some are trying to be the Miss Goodie-goddie type, but somehow there are people still being mean.

I already have no comment on those miss goodies but I have something in my mind for another type of people.

HOW OLD ALREADY, can't you just be generous a bit?

Okay i dun wanna be too obvious cause I seriously don't wanna get involved. but if u really wanna get me involved, you can confront to me alright.

Ok. So, these people, they are no longer friends with that people. [which I think it's childish cause that party didn't really hurt them- just some internal cat fight]
What I can say is, after years when you look back you'll seriously find yourself childish. It's a long-time-ago-issue why must so kek dong right? At first people being nice/fake to say hi then you guys give that kind of face, fine. After that people no longer greets you all, why must u people tell others that the person is fake to greet u all in front of others and ingore u ppl when no one is around? YA, when no one is around? how are we suppose to know. But from what I see, u guys are exaggerating.

When 2 girls are in a fight, usually guys don't involve. Guy who involves, is a female.
You guys should have grown up man. Be generous lar please.

We've decided

2009-03-30T17:35:00.008+08:00

Hello.^.^ We've decided. ^.^

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

Just joking due to boredom.

Buhbyeee~~

2009-03-29T03:25:00.003+08:00

Daddy just gave me a sweet phone call.
A simple call to send me regards before he went on bed.

I'm happy... *smiling* very happy.

Share this happiness with me alright!

Night.
*WIDE SCHMILE*

Mum's big day!

2009-03-18T21:22:00.005+08:00

Hello mummy. =)

Happie birthday to you!

Sorry mum i can't spend your bday with you this year due to the overloads assignments and tests.

Remember I've had written you a card saying that,

'the most precious gift that God had given to me is calling you "mummy"...'

The feeling never change. I still feel thankful, and loved. And it will never fade.

Once again mum, I love you more than everything and I'm glad that I'm yours.

p/s: Trying to make this entry cheerful. But failed, terribly.
Looking back to the entries about mum n bro makes me even worse.

...I miss 'em...

I will be

2009-03-16T01:42:00.000+08:00

by Avril Lavigne/Leona Lewis.
(Both versions are awfully fantastic.)

I do it this way =)

2009-03-02T00:51:00.001+08:00

Heeee.. Too many pictures need to be arranged and I decided to give up. haha.. So i'll just upload the pictures entry by entry, occasion by occasion. =)

Rewind back to 2 months ago, after jinnoi's birthday,

Then I went to JB and S'pore, remember?
Basically what i've done in spore were just jalan jalan, then met up with my fren bryan, and kheng, and my bro n his gf.. Didn't spend myself for any meal and just bought 2 outfits, a pair of heels, and CD's eye shadows plus those public transport expenses, that trip already cost me around SGD400. i was like wtf.

Went minum with kh at somewhere around Orchard.. I cant recall the name of that place d. err.. Alley Bar? aiya cant remember d lar.

Not that much as you thought. =)

Fooling around with Bryan after drinking with Kh. 1 smthing midnight we were camwhoring all along the streets. And the result I got is, he doesn't have much expression. HAHAHAHHAHAHA. (He doesn't read my blog yo! lalalalalalalalalala)

TOLD YA!

Then erm. the next day. I got this top when bro and I went shopping. =)

I did not buy this topshop dress, cause,

bro: WHAT? so little cloth costs sgd100 u sot d ah?!

me: ok la... -.-

Sushi for lunch before I headed back to JB.

Jo-Lynn and Bro.

He'll kill me too if he sees this. :p

Okay I hafta stop here.

Upcoming entry: CNY '09

NIGHT!

super random one.

2009-02-25T16:17:00.002+08:00

I wanted to blog. But I've been sitting here for like 30 minutes and still have no idea about what to write.
It's raining outside.
So hm.. come back to you after my long nap! hehe...

TOODLES!

tattoo

2009-02-03T18:33:00.000+08:00

Jodin sparks- Tattoo

2009-01-31T20:20:00.002+08:00

I expected him to come back tomorrow.
then i texted him.

'hey r u coming back tmr?'

Few moment later,

'can't make it, tell mum.'

...
That's my dad.

I call it story chain =)

2009-01-30T21:15:00.001+08:00

Untitled, again.

2009-01-18T11:58:00.001+08:00

'...if u leave me tonight, i'll wake up alone...'

Stay close, don't go- secondhand serenade.

Sg trip was fun. Not many pics taken but still there're pics will be uploaded.

P/s: i'm still alive and u can see my face everywhere in penang after tomorrow.

Wicked semester.

2009-01-14T18:50:00.000+08:00

It's a drinking session semester.
We went for drinking course, well it's a co-subject.
MMU actually hired some dudes and taught us how to drink, not to get drunk, just to get high and tipsy bitsy.

Yea right.
Sashiki actually believed that. Oops...

Celebrated at 21 kitchen&bar again on New Year Eve.

Kaheng & I.

Eh hm.. Jia Xing & ~~Mary Hew~~ Sek Lee. woot woot woot!

~~Mary~~ Seklee & I.

I think these pics were taken before finals. Due to too stressed. Not only for the finals. But someone's bday was coming soon. And, I was the planner. Yo! haha.

Oo.. Very obvious kan? Showing off something. lalalalalalalalala

A very random pic of me n seklee chilling at mamak.

Jinnoi n Ps. Both looking stressed.

Then.. The birthday party was so around the corner. I tiled the'invitation card' as my wallpaper.
Prepared the 22 roses cause it's the 22nd bday of Jinnoi. HAHA.

Tammy n I

I haven't got all the pics of that day yet but I believe it'll be awesome lar. Damn it we did not take group picture. Hm....
And Jinnoi,... ... Ahaha.. u know what am i gonna say rite.. so.. hehehe no need to repeat it so many times lar. hahaha

Since I met you we've been celebrating New year together. Never missed expect for this year. U had to go back for some dinner. But then, the signature expression will not be forgotten.

::Playback::

2009

2008
(this one isn't the signature expression haha)

2007

2006LAUGH LA LAUGH LA I KNOW MY FACE IS HUGE LA!!!
DUH!

And so, this is me when on the next day of the party.

Overall, the party was awesome. But it was sorta incomplete for me cause I terslept(CHEHH) in the living room and without remembering how I got into the room. YES. My ever first time drink till cannot recall. Haha.
Well basically most of us have some missing part of the party. haha. Jinnoi lost her memory faster than anyone of us. woot! That's because she had more than 10 shots when everyone just need to take a shot.

But I really hate it when the next day there's no one around especially after the party. It's like we got up from the wicked but wonderful dream. Hmmm...

Well, for your infomation, I'm now in JB. and will go to SG on fri. It's a good time to relax and set the mind free.

Yesterday when I was taking the trip down to JB from KL, I had this in mind and I just marked em down in my new bought starbucks planner. Okay, so..

I have to believe that I can make iton my own. A girl with 157cm of heights, carrying 4 big heavy bags and there were bags in bags. And I was thinking, if I weren't the one who chose to leave i might find myself pathetic at that moment. However, things go another way round.

When there's an issue, you might get the chance to see the real face of a person. You might know who are those can really stand by your side, you might know who are those sitting on the fence, you might know who are those you should keep a distance with.

I will not blame. Maybe you don't think that way when I said I'm getting matured. Yea, mayb we have different thinking. But if I don't, I would probably behave like an ox when there was something up regarding to the issue. We're 21. Act like an adult.

Some people I will really wanna thanks to and really appreciate them. I won't mention who are them. But you guys know who you are. =)

And about the decision I've made,
I just have to say that,
I don't feel good either.
I built a wall, deep inside.
Not to see,
Not to listen,
Not to think.
but I actually peeked once behind the wall,
and I totally couldn't stand for it.

By now, I just wanna do what I want to.
Don't ask me what is that cuz I don't even clear about it.
But one thing for sure,
I just don't want any commitment.

Few things in my mind,

Going & coming like slides,
I would like to say, but no one I could find;
Memories are meant to fade,
That is why we lost & gain,
But something will always be kept
in this precious memory lane.

notes, wine.

2009-01-02T22:09:00.001+08:00

Tonight it's ur turn, Mr. Wine.

2009-01-02T17:52:00.002+08:00

and i am such a coward.
i couldn't even get myself out of the room.
i ended up falling on my bed, collapsed.
Sights were so blur i couldn't figure out what was in front.
Til I saw something, there're few drops on the floor.

2009-01-02T16:48:00.003+08:00

I feel like grabbing all my clothes and run away.

I FUCKING WANNA LEAVE HERE!
i fucking wanna leave.

The second Escape.

2008-12-30T07:28:00.005+08:00

I wish to do my second escape.
Anywhere will do.
If wasn't the finals,

I'm at nowhere.

not much words.

2008-12-27T22:07:00.011+08:00

Babe Cyn's 21st birthday bash!

The dinner was held at Penang swimming club and we were served with lotsa food. I couldn't eat much cause i just had my lower part teeth braced. and i smiled weirdly.

Us with the birthday babe.

The guys with the birthday babe.

Then we headed to Baileys, again after the dinner.
Why everyone looking so frus in this pic?

See, told ya i couldn't even smile properly. Hm...

We have the same thinking. Here by present you again the Mr. Potato! muahahahha!

Happie birthday sweetie!

* * * * *
Next come, 2008 Xmas outing with my cyber peeps!

it's sucks to b alone.

2008-12-26T03:52:00.003+08:00

it's really sucks to be alone.
i used like it but since i-don't-know-when, i hate that kind of feeling. i really do.
few days of drinking session in a row and i couldn't resist so I have my own drinking session, ALONE. oh it sounds so sad. and it's really sad as in i could get myself down easily.
well anyway, who cares?

MERRY XMAS!!

Banana Skin vs Vaseline

2008-12-18T05:22:00.001+08:00

Eww... what a boring title.

Quote: aww it's fucking boring~(high tone)

Aha back to the topic.
What can you do with banana skin?

Ehm, that must thanks to my bro Alex.
I was on msn with him few days back.
Then we talked about the new leather bag he's bought and he suggested to use banana skin as polisher to the leather bag.
He actually told one of his lawyer friend, also the international tax partner,

'Due to the credit crunch and to avoid inflation, using the banana skins as polisher is the best way for everyone.'

The friend tried it and it really worked. Then he suggested my bro to send the suggestion or something like that to the newsletter.

AND,

He won.. err nothing. Just stated that the winner is Chun Hwa(which is my brother's name) from Malaysia.

I'm so proud of him. Yes i really do... *huge wink*

This is banana skins. In case you don't know.

* * *

What about Vaseline?

I've been using this since I was little girl. But stopped then continued using it for like more than 6 years i think.
I use vaseline a couple of times daily!

I don't apply lipstick/lip gloss or any other lip balm cause my lips are sensitive to them and only vaseline suits me. So even when I go out for parties, clubs or, or... bla bla I just apply vaseline and me won't look pale even without lipstick!

The reasons I think it's super worth to get are:

-It's not really oily which you just need to slip ur finger through it surface and it's more than enough to apply on your lips.
-It's very cheap! If I'm not mistaken it costs less than RM5.
-It's 100% pure petroleum jelly!
-Not only can apply on your lips but the bottle states that can use on the albows(the dry part) as well.

My dad lagi yeng. There's once he saw my vaseline, I was so shocked cause he opened it and took some. I thought he gonna put on his lips but no, he just use as lotion. Godness. He said his hands were so dry. Now, you get me?

I have 4 bottles of Vaselines. 1 is the very old bottle(around 2 years) and it still left more than half bottle! The rest are with new packaging. 1 is for foot, 1 is I bought it last 2 weeks cause I forgotten to bring the old one back and another one still brand new!

And, you know what, Vaseline can use as your MAKE UP REMOVER!
I got this information from some erm TV shows or magazines but I never tried it. Until that day I did not have my eye make up remover with me so I decided to try with Vaseline.

Yeap. It worked!

But don't remove your mascara with Vaseline and cottons you'll only waste the Vaseline. Use cotton buds instead! Put some vaseline on ur eye lashes with the cotton buds, then use tissue paper to rub it off GENTLY.
I never try to remove face make up with it cause my face is sensitive but when you really have no make up remover with you, try using Vaseline. It really works!

See, I'm so nice sharing such thumbs-up information to you guys!
Say i'm nice, FASTER.

Lastly, my lecturer hates me.

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No lar she doesn't hate me cause i still have notes on my table.

CIAO!

5 days back.

2008-11-30T20:53:00.002+08:00

~~I have a really bad week since last Wednesday.~~

When the sentence has just completed. ray called and he found my wallet!
Muahahhahah! I thought I lost it forever! ok la i'll appreciate you much more than before.

And, about the pouch. just fuck it. duh.
the pouch reminds me about Genting.
Highland Hotel.
Lost and Found department.

The story begins like this,

Make it short, 5 of us went to Genting. I lost my pouch in the lobby toilet of Highland Hotel. After i got down from the hill, I called to the hotel. And the operator got me to the L&F department.

"Hello??"

"Hi, is this L&F department? Does anyone of you found any lost items in the lobby toilet? I've lost my pouch there around 2:30 yesterday midnight."

"Har??" (Then talk to someone beside: kilikulu kilikulu)

Came another, "Yes?"

I repeated my words.

They repeated the same action.

Came another, "Yes?"

I repeated AGAIN.

Then,
...
...

THEY FREAKING HUNG UP MY CALL!!!!!!!

I called again,

"Hello can you please pass to the L&F department?"

"Mam I already passed it."

(mcb u babi ah if u already passed then who were u talking to?!!!)

"no they hung up my call."

".. Oo.. soli.. ok wait."

Then,

I repeated the same thing.

The same lady again, "har I tak tau lar..."

THE SAME SHIT THINGS REPLAYED AND THEY MCB-ly HUNG MY CALL!!!!!!!

Third time,

needless to mention the operator,

The lady AGAIN,

"why you hang my phone? Twice somemore!" bla bla bla i cant remember what i said i know i was freaking angry.

"Har.. err can you speak Malay?"

WALAOOOOOO THUNDER TSUNAMI ALL COME TOGETHER!

Then i used my super tak fluent punya malay and talked to her.
AND SHE STILL DIDNT GET IT.
"i tak tau lar....(then asked ppl beside, macam mana ah?)

come another man, like bring dai lou and gong sou with me.

"ah yes mam?!"

"you punya orang hung my phone for twice without giving me any answer bla bla bla i'm just asking whether u guys found any lost item. this is L&F department, if there's any lost item found means yes, if no means no. tak tau tak tau aper?!"

"no mam, my people don't understand english. ok soli. what's the matter now?"

walao this cb still dare to ask me what's the matter.

THEN I STUPIDLY REPEATED AGAIN OMFG!

"ok so what's the matter? you're staff or guest?"

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????????????????????

"GUEST LAR!!!"

"ok, u can call to 7400 and ask them bla bla bla.."

"(wtf!!!) this is L&F department right? SO, JUST ANSWER ME DID YOUR PEOPLE FIND ANY LOST ITEM????"

"no mam"

"OK LA FINE LA THEN JUST SAY NO LAR! u orang tak boleh harap menang tak boleh harap mia apa pun tak boleh buat TAK BOLEH HARAP MIA!"

Is he stupid or something? ARE THEM STUPID OR SOMETHING? nia maa...
U tell me is this department just giving free salary to that kind of people who can't do anything?

So this is how the staff of HIGHLAND HOTEL treat their guest.
I wonder what if they meet the angmoh.

a long friend visits called Emo.

2008-11-08T02:47:00.005+08:00

Typed, backspaced; typed, backspaced.

I've been doing this for the past 5 minutes.
I have nothing to say. It's like thousand words stuck in my throat and there are times I feel hard to breath.

Nah. the feeling sucks.

Is that i've been living here for quite long so the feeling is somewhat just like when i was about to leave to malacca.
oh... when i was about to escape to malacca, it's been years before. you do the math.

5 hours later, i'll have to take MUET exam.
18 hours later, i'll have to leave my land.
19 hours later, i'll arrive in... somewhere isn't belong to me.

Sahply exposed.

2008-11-03T01:30:00.000+08:00

I guess this entry will load with pictures. Less wording as I'm very bored now. no mood lar~
Depends on my patience whether I can finish posting up all the pics.

Starting with Tammy's 21st birthday pics. Argh.. I'm sorry I took so long time to get them uploaded!
We had dinner at Trader's Hotel. I've misplaced the food's pictures!

Tammy's 21st BIG day @ Trader's +
La Bodega

Hold on, tell me what you guys observe on the above picture. Seriously, look into it properly. Tell me what you've seen. =)

The most precious moment has been captured!
Counting down
.
.
.

TIME STRIKES!

Happy Birthday babe!

The cuzzies.

Happy happy super belated birthday! Mwahhh!

The street.

Elfy's Big day @ Babylon

Decorating the hotel room.

Babylon

I look tanned in this pic. Wtf...

Oh... The only pic I have @ friend's wedding. wtf?

JL's Big day @ Little Cottage

I WANT THIS!

Headed to Bailey's after dinner.

Look at this girl!! So cheerful, ey?

On the way to Moist.

Cindy, sashiki and I.

Went to my dental appointment ~~today's~~ yesterday's morning.
Took out the springs!

*Close up*So, now you know the sahply?

It's been started since July but those who had viewed webcam with me never noticed right?!
Muahahha!

p/s: I'm still bored til give dog bite.

peak of Oct.

2008-10-19T21:58:00.005+08:00

Alright just letting you guys know that im still alive.

p/s:

If you happened to ask how was the party, it was awesome pawsome I could say.
Why?

This gal, she played til one of her lens went senget and she didn't realize.

LOADS pics coming soon. I'm still getting 'em.

p/p/s: I think my sahply can't be kept anymore lar... so many pics taken, sure terbongkar.

Coming entry: sahply exposed!

What?

2008-10-02T13:49:00.010+08:00

Elloooooooooooooooooo!!!

Haven't heard from me since my last post, ey?
I'm doing good in penang but just erm.. running out of time on my project!

I was chatting with xp few days back,

me: ey, i wanna ask you something.

xp: wat? ask lar...

me: again, you guys miss me anot?

xp: diu! miss lar miss lar!!

me: good! then i'll update my pictures in my latest entry! hahaha

xp: i want see naked pic.

my curls after hair tied for too long

me after came back from work

me on Topshop lovely lacey dress. curls permed the day before.
aw i love the dress!!

XP! Hold your breath!
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Transformation of F21 hat!

Elephant(Tammy)

Tamm and Mei, the terrorist.

I wanted to post the joker face(made up by Jinn n CH) of xp at first.. but.. it's too... erhm..

Cyber peeps, best of luck in ya finals!

xoxo!

u know who u are.

2008-09-15T22:13:00.006+08:00

Moonlight Resonance- Ice Cream

p/s: B, i love u.

2008-09-13T18:39:00.001+08:00

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hdajhfpieceofshitkjfdlsjf
fjiodsffuckufuckufjdlsjfiojkjfdbg;lau
jasoifugotballsdontevercallfdhksjioge!!!!!!!!

2008-09-04T12:40:00.005+08:00

One of my favourite by Secondhand Serenade. Can't help playing it over and over again...

Q&A. Again.

2008-08-29T10:53:00.009+08:00

1. If you had to kiss again the last person you kissed, would you?
♥ Yeap

2. Do you play Sudoku?

♥ Yeap!

3 . If your house were on fire, what would be the first thing you would save?

♥ grab all the things as much as i can.

4. Who was the last person you sleptin the bed with?

♥ my sister

5. Who do you text the most?

♥ jl

6. Favorite children's book?

♥ Harry Potter!! yea right. i never read that novel b4.

7. Eye color?

♥ Dark brown.

8. How tall are you?

♥ 168cm. [minus another 10]

9. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you?

♥ do wat?

10. Any secret admirers?
♥ no

11. Favorite place?

♥ depends on my mood

12. Where was the farthest place you traveled?

♥ aus further or china?

13. Do you like mustard?

♥ No

14. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?

♥ woah, that's a hard question man...

15. Do you miss anyone? who?

♥ yea...

16. Can you do splits?

♥ spilt wat?

17. What movie do you want to see right now?

♥ Money Not Enough 2.

18. What did you do for New Year's Eve?

♥ gambling.

19. Do you think The Grudge was creepy?

♥ i didnt watch that movie.

20. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?

♥ 7 hours.

21. What do you wear to sleep?

♥ Pyjama.

22. Is your hair straight or curly?

♥ straight.

23. Do you like funny or serious people better?

♥ depends.

24. What is on your mind right now?

♥ what to have for my lunch later.

25. Any plans 4 tonight?

♥ yea... *wick smile*

26. Whats your fav. song at the moment?

♥ ...

27. Do you hate chocolate?

♥ No ways.

28. What do you and your parents fightabout the most?
♥ no. we dont fight.

29. Are you a gullible person?

♥ ah hahah.. am i? am i?

30. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy ?

♥ yea

31. If you could have any job what would it be?

♥ very hard to answer.

32. Are you easy to get along with?

♥ depends.

33. What is your favorite time of day?

♥ no idea.

34. Are you generally a happy person?

♥ u judge it.

camwhore in da washroom:...lalalalala~

plucking rose buds

2008-08-26T11:38:00.004+08:00

An issue will not come up with a hand. But this issue, not with his and her hands. But it's with his and another party's hand. Good, good.

She chose to believe which she shouldn't at the very early stage.

Don't be so irresponsible, you wanna do, you do things nicely. And if you wanna do, then don't feel afraid letting people know. Did plenty of cover-ups for what? For the sake of comforting yourself?

Keep things mysterious will make people never stop gossiping bout u. admit it then end of the story.

It's funny when your cover-ups are not covered.

If u can't stand for what ur mouth utters, better not saying anything.

Luck Fairy came to me.

2008-08-25T10:51:00.003+08:00

One day...

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!!!!!!

Fahion Fast Forward decided to reward their top spenders with 2 tickets to Avril Lavigne's concert!!!! AND I'm ONE of them!!! First time so lucky been rewarded!

Oh it's AVRIL LAVIGNE!

AND TICKETS TO HER CONCERT!

Hm..

Actually I'm not a fan of hers.

Actually I just listen to few songs of hers.

I don't actually have her albums, not even one.

Actually the ticket is only RM 138 each, free seating somemore.

SO?? I got it but you don't! HA.HA.HA!

Anyone interested, kindly contact me at shella-ed@hotmail.com

TICKETS SOLD! @1.25pm

Lone Pine.

2008-08-20T14:20:00.007+08:00

Each time when we go for the beach session, it'll always be the same place we set at. Always and always... and everytime I look at you, I'm dying to go for you but never once success.

Lame excuses came to my mind cause I wanted to go closer to you.

I remembered I sneaked inside the bathroom, sneaked inside the garden and walked around like you were belong to me.

After long time of searching,

I've finally found you...

<3<3<3

the entrance to the room.

the back view which i used to look you at.

You were so close yet so far.

the L-shaped pool.

the Bungalow to dine in.

the deck bar.

the room. our-room-soon-to-be

I'm getting closer to all the above.

I'm coming to you Lone Pine, babes tagging along,

liqour tagging as well.
And Sunset Bistro won't be missed out.

Oh my.. the Deluxe Suite.

Enough said. =)

Ladies! It's time to work out!

2008-08-18T07:52:00.002+08:00

Remember Taiwan once most hitto TV show- Queen aka 女人我最大?

You do always get disappointed when all those recommended products(by Nu Er牛尔) which you can die for are not selling in M'sia, don't you?

Get ready ladies! Now, you can get the products in M'sia!!!
It's in the purples-shop!!!!!

Here's the list of products it has. As you can see there's not only skin care.

Make up makes you look pretty but it's just temporary. To have a really beauiful and natural make up look firstly you have to have fine, good skin.

Do you know the Red Wine products of this Nu Er are very highly recommended and even the Beauty Queen Da S also recommended few times in the TV shows of Taiwan.

You can find them in purples-shop as well. And ofcourse, I'm getting these 2.

30ml, RM52.00 (promotion @ RM42.00)

120ml, RM35.00

There are too many else to be listed here. I'm interest in these as well.
36g, RM56.00

玻尿酸- Its main factor is to moisture your skin. It helps to keep your skin hydrated. And it is is recognized as the best moisturizing ingredients.

30ml, 5 pieces promotion @ RM50. RM11 for a piece.

Collagen(膠原蛋白)- As we grow older, the collagen in our body will get lesser and thus leading us to have dry and wrinkled skin. As we're still young, but if still lack of collagen in our skin then we will have pores which can easily be seen. Collagen promotes skin cell metabolism and highly hydrates our skin.

22 pieces, RM48.90
And we always hear of Q10 but have no idea with what it is. For skin care, Q10 actually plays the role to pervent problem of ageing of our skin, and helps improve our skin problems.

It's very convenient for you who's loving beauty and skincare.

Most importantly the price isn't costly!

Have a nice day people! And stay young and pretty!

p/s: Feel free to mail me or drop down comment if you need my help to get you the products.

Is music ur soul?

2008-08-15T12:16:00.004+08:00

Yes to many i reckon.
Me? definitely.
We have many kind of preferences in music when we're at different places, with different mood.

My major preference is, no doubt, emo one. *laugh* I love instrumental as well. But ofcourse no emo songs in clubs. I'll kill the damn DJ i swear.

Whatever it is. I never thought I'll accept the bang bang songs as what my roommie, sue, tke..etc. etc. used to listen.

Sue once told me, she will turn her speaker to the max when she's stress, or emo. I never thought it'll work on me. *laugh widely* Until that day, I 'accidentally' listened to a bang bang song when I was driving. and I was quite moody that time. Felf annoyed by everything. And guess what, i felt so much more better when i turned on the speaker! I don't know if i'll do so when i'm stress, i think it'll make me getting more stress. but, who knows? look what happen now?

and tke, i really dun understand that fella, he plays the hard metal kinda music like so fcking damn loud using earphone. I could even hear the bloody music!!! No man, i can't accept this. My ears will burst into pieces.

Ha! Now I know why i love to throw things when i got angry. Ya lar when i'm fcking mad i'll throw everything in front of me, to create the noise so that i'll feel better.

But hey! i got a new way! Let's say if u're mad, but u cant realease, and deep in the heart there comes the words fuck u(fuck nobody, just a kind of emotion), and u cant throw things cause it's not yours, and u have cubemates around, u know.. ah then listen to My Chemical Romance!

It's like u found an umbrella in the rainy day.

(blogspot sucks i cant even upload a pic now!)

It's like u got ur branded shades under the hot sun.

(blogspot sucks i cant even upload a pic now!)

It's like u found cash in ur pocket and needless to use credit card. woop!

(blogspot sucks i cant even upload a pic now!)

Nah.. whatever it is...

Currently listening to: My Chemical Romance.

you name it.

2008-08-13T11:01:00.007+08:00

Few weeks back, I was attending some courses. Compulsory ones. Then I left the office at 12 something. Heeeeeeeeeee....

Cyn, JL and I, went to Food Loft.. err.. Food Loft right? No idea lar, it's some kind like Marche's concept. But, not worth it at all! Food okay okay only. Not awesome at all. Duh... But the environment was nice.

McBreakfast

Starbucks after lunch. Mostly on Friday since I have 2 hrs+ break. Aww I miss Winter Warmer so much!

Me n JL saw rainbow on the other day while on the way to PG. BIG rainbow. You'll never know how nice your day is after seeing rainbow. =)

This rainbow was on my left.

And the other part was at the front right corner.
Jimmy: "i slap u. then i laugh. and u laugh." what's with that statement???

me: haha no lar.. being perverted or something i dono.. its like "hehe.. i conquer u!!!"

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Jinn: U slap who?

-.-

/ChanelC.LouboutinCoach// addiction...

2008-08-08T10:43:00.003+08:00

[当我老了] [when I'm old]

2008-08-04T14:35:00.004+08:00

当我老了，不再是原来的我.请理解我，对我有一点耐心。

When I'm old and no longer the one I was, please understand me, please have patience to me.

当我把菜汤洒在自己衣服上时，当我忘记怎样系鞋带时，请想一想当初我是如何手把手地教你。

When I splash the soup on my clothes, when I've forgotten how to tie my shoes, please think about how I taught you last time.

当我一遍又一遍地重复你早已听腻的话语时，请耐心地听我说，不要打断我。你小的时候，我不得不重复那个讲过千百遍的故事，直到你进入梦乡。

When I keep repeating the words that you already tired of hearing, please be patient and should not interrupt. When you were little, I had to repeat the same old story over a hundred of times, to bring you to the dreamland.

当我需要你帮我洗澡时，请不要责备我。还记得小时候我千方百计哄你洗澡的情形吗？

When I need you to help me bathe, please don't blame me. Remember how I coaxed you to shower last time?

当我对新科技和新事物不知所措时，请不要嘲笑我。想一想当初我怎样耐心地回答你的每一个“为什么”。

When I'm lost at facing the new technologies, please don't laugh at me. Think about how I patiently answered every of your 'WHY'.

当我由于双腿疲劳而无法行走时，请伸出你年轻有力的手搀扶我。就像你小时候学习走路时，我扶你那样。

When my legs are fatigue and unable to walk, please reach out your strong arms. Just like how I reached you when you're learning how to walk.

当我忽然忘记我们谈话的主题，请给我一些时间让我回想。其实对我来说，谈论什么并不重要，只要你能在一旁听我说，我就很满足。

When I suddenly lost out from our conversation, please give me some time to recall. In fact the topic isn't important, as long as you are willing to listen.

当你看着老去的我，请不要悲伤。理解我，支持我，就像你刚开始学习如何面对生活时我对你那样。

When I'm getting older, please don't feel sad. Understand me, and support me, like you have just started learning how to face life as I have you.

当初我引导你走上人生路，如今请陪伴我走完最后的路。给我你的爱和耐心，我会报以感激的微笑，这微笑中凝结着我对你无限的爱。

I've guided you at the beginning of the path of life, so, now please accompany me to reach my final path. Give me your love and patience, I'll give the grateful smile in return. And this smile contains my boundless love to you...

googled image and article.

[I'm ur lil' pwincess]

2008-07-29T09:15:00.007+08:00

"Tomorrow will be a better day".

Good phrase but not to me.
cause'..

if i got upset,

i'll cry.

if i cried,

my eyes n nose will badly swell.

if my eyes and nose got swollen,

i'll have to wash my face.

if i wanna wash my face,

i'll have to tie my hair.

if i tied my hair before sleep,

i'll have bad hair day on the next morning.

These will make me have lack of sleep and make me not pretty.

Therefore i'll still feel upset on the next day.

So, keep me happie~!! =)

p/s: well i feel okay this morning. weee~

eppie eppie burfday!!! II

2008-07-23T09:32:00.027+08:00

Tammy~ I'm waiting for the other set of pics from u lar dear!
But it's alright I'll just upload a 'few' pics first, since I'm pretty free right now.

So, my 21st birthday, was a happy ones. We celebrated it @ Sunset Bar- Batu Ferringhi. Me seriously appreciate those who came to mua bday!

Thanks a lot babes and sorry if not really layan you guys okay~?

Before I got to the beach, I had dinner with my family. Thanks mommy for the key of freedom and si-kor(4th aunt)for the angpau! weeeeee~

*Arrival of Moi*

A really wide laugh..wtf..
*Arrival of Tammy babe*

*And her cute bf*

Eric n' Cyn

Horng n' Thien

And moi's BESTIES! JL(who planned most of the pratee)&CYN!!!

wOops.. Shell's bday cake from Ritz.

CYBER PEEPS!!!! Da FIRST surprise!

Shell's colleagues

moi's sweet babes

cyn was like my nanny during that night.

The 2nd BIG surprise from babieee~!!! how sweet of him...

WTF???!

[~*US in the frame*~]

I was forced to camwhore! with the pressie given by Eric and Cyn~

me and ssk acting dumb. Who looks dumber ey??

My teeth look so teruk in this pic and i have to sensored it! And me decided to put braces. This time is real ones!

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Alright, so far i've done with the beach session.
Ray and i headed to BAGAN for our dinner on the next day.
Awesome pawsome that's what I can say =)

Oysters Shoot(bloody mary)

I lurvee this sooo much!!! Almond pumpkin soup! Yummylicious!!

Moi's main course the Rack of Lamb. Small portion but it's tasty!

Ray's some kind of Salmon

Our dessert, some cheesie homemade ice cream.
The atmosphere was so great and Ray went around to take pics. lol

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Ehhm, done with the Bagan pics.
And I would like to thank to all my friends who wished me. Thanks JL and Cyn for running the party. Thanks Tammy for getting the pressies, thanks vernhan and Mei for coming all the way down from KL. Thanks to eric for getting the cake. HAHA. Thanks Zuyi and Summer for coming which I reali appreciate much to see Summer even though it's just for a while. Thanks to Jinnoi, TKE, Sue, Abel, Alex and Beng for the surprises! Thanks my colleagues Mel, FH, Yhui&Bf and Tshin. Thanks to my all-time-hang-out-bud, Jimmy, sashiki, hooi, elfy, chean, horng and thien. So, do I missed out someone else?

And lastly, THANKS TO BABIEE!!! Thanks for everything u've done for me. U've made me heart-melting. muackss!!

For those who weren't there, thanks for the messages.=) And Mr. mahaha/lulubao sent me a voice msg with himself siging birthday song to me.

Thanks everyone for the pressies!! Thanks to my big bro for the crystal balls earings, angpau and for the most precious card, thanks 2nd bro&gf for the wrislet.

Pressies pics will be uploaded.

Toodles!

eppie eppie burfday!!!!!

2008-07-23T09:27:00.001+08:00

I havent got all the pics yet.

But here comes the BOMB ones first.

Enjoy!

Then after Jinnoi sees this, kek till her nens go smaller a bit. =D

Look who's talking.

2008-07-16T16:02:00.004+08:00

and wow wow wow... people claimed that she won't click on the special one.

Yea right.

She deleted the 2 'similiar' entries that I posted in the previous entry. I assume you'll delete this one also after reading this entry of mine.

lalala~~~

Oh I never thought that I was a 'special one'

2008-07-14T16:23:00.008+08:00

Alright. About the 'imitation' thingy... hmm.. wtf, imitation? hey I'm not famous. But, since someone was writing something as what I've written, isn't that called imitation?
The story started few weeks ago, when I first saw this pics which not yet been edited. and I did not feel one kind or whatever. Until I saw she edited this pic.. and it's like... Ow... I see... And yet I DONT GIVE A SHIT ON IT.

Hers:

AND THIS ENTRY HAS BEEN DELETED!!!

weird. Why must you deleted it? Is that guilty or something?
but things aren't done nicely. Look this: And look at the date as well. Aright there's a different, the "the" and "de" are different. =)

Hers:

What about this? =)

Hers:

It was "it tells" instead of what 'mood-woots' . and the special one is 'it speaks'. If it's just an coincident when why did she change the title?

I had this slide show before, when Sheldon created the previous layout for me and he wrote "memories last forever" as the slide show title. And our friend, she wrote "memories last foreva" before she changed to this. Is that a co-incident?

Before my friends dropped the msg-es to her comment box(which also have been deleted), there were much more similarities and I once thought that it was my own blog when the page loaded.

The arrangement of the layout.
The color font which is purple.
The color of the title which is green. And hers was darker green.
The color of the questionnaire answer which is orange.

All these colors are based on our own preference!!

I never wanted to write in this way. I will definitely blog about it but not in this kind of way, maybe a mean way. Until I saw the msg in the chat box. Hello???!!! My friends just said" hey ur blog looks similiar as someone's else. Are you copying someone?" etc, etc.
I didn't get to see them cause it's deleted.

SO, IS MY NAME OVER THERE?????

Then why you come over here and leave a somehow-i-think-it's-a-sarcastic msg??? Very stoopid lor! Can the imitation don't go so obvious?
I am not unique cause I might get influenced by other's blog since I love stalking poeple's blog. Like, many poeple's blog. But at least I AM NOT IMITATING.

I gotta stop here u guys sendiri go and see. Not only the stated above i dare to say.

p/s: JL and Cynthia are not happy with me cause I take too long time on this.

Something that I cant insist.

2008-07-11T10:47:00.006+08:00

Not only me, I believe.

I'm glad that I didn't post up an entry that I would like to post few weeks ago else I'll be slapping my own face right now. Cause I know someday I might lose control but I really tried. And I conrtolled kinda well until I read these posts.

Like I said, I wanted to grab a chance to hug my family, especially mommy, and tell them I love you. I hate my cowardice, my weakness. Really do.

--let the pics talk--

2008-07-07T09:35:00.013+08:00

Sue visited to pg and me, as the Miss tour guide(given by Abel the Chiwawa) brought them around. hee.. Sorry yea Sue, due to time limit so I couldn't really bring you to other places. Batu Ferringhi is the never-missed place. So there we were again.

And me purposely bought another new shades as I knew I would be going to the beach cause my previous one rosak(yea i sat on it -.-).

Abel took this pic with us UNWILLINGLY.

A beautiful one, taken by moi!!

Me and JL had to stand at the higher slope but we still shorter than Sue. SUE WHY ARE YOU SO TALL??!!!
Moi-Sue-JL
Shell: Sue! come, I carry you!
Sue: *WTF*??? Kenot lar! I carry you lar!
Shell: Can wan... Come!

*chikabong**both fell down*

Then...
Done with the 'picnic' session at Ferrighi then we off to Genting Hill. I mean the lil Genting Hill in pg. heee... It's been quite a while since I last went there.

The view from the hill.

We excitedly waiting for the sunset. But the sun was too bright till we could hardly opened our eyes. See the relection????? *Cun-ted.*
Sue was so worried cause the Sun blocked by cloudes. But its pretty ey..
And finally... Haaaii... So nice... Frankly I reckon that was my first time seeing sunset.
Ter-met one of our 2ndry school mate there.

The reaction of me and JL really funny lar. Cause when we saw that girl, i mean that lady, we shocked for 1 second then nodded head to each other. Then,
Sue&Abel: Ur friend ah?

Shell&JL: *head shaking and looking down*No.. nonono...No...

I think she met us also suay.

New face booop

2008-07-03T14:59:00.002+08:00

I want to update ma blogggg!!

Gimme some time, after mua big-day perhaps?

Let's get a change for this blogspot!!!

<3<3<3 Miss me...anyone? <3<3<3

Dreaming zone.

2008-06-27T10:36:00.003+08:00

Once I read about fashion stuffs I cannot resist it...wtf?
Who can resist? Tell me!
Many *wants* Im dying for!! Ahhhhhh...

*images from fashiontoast*

Emo attacks.

2008-06-19T11:09:00.006+08:00

It has been a while I never had this kind of feeling. And I almost forgot about how it really feels. What is actually on my mind that leads me feel that way? I have no idea. I stopped my fingers on the keyboard, then turned away from others.

Gosh WHAT AM I THINKING??!!

It's all about the song. Emo song.

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APER AHH...!!

p/s: who want that song. ask from me ok! I already sent to my co-workers! haha.

(wuu.. im not that emo tho...)

update: I lost myJL's earphone in the office. Yes, INTEL'S OFFICE. Siao wan lor! What's wrong with the stupid thief? What is he or maybe she gonna do with the earphone? Tell me! Okay.. maybe someone hates me. Kanineh liddat also no need stole my earphone maaa, peh ah??!!! Siao wan! Go report to the security also paiseh, ppl lost wallet, valuable stuffs, me? EARPHONE. Omg it's jst an earphone. BUT WHY??????

Internship.

2008-06-16T14:39:00.003+08:00

The very first day of working, in ma whole life. Nervous and i was late this morning. SUAY.
i had to register myself in the other section which i had never been on 7:45 in the morning.

tic-toc-tic-toc... 7:59am, me just crossed the bridge.
Goodness. I arrived Intel at 8:10am, looking for the section for like 10 min plus... Holy moly... So many new hires!!! And, I'm the only Intern for this period. HAHAHA!

Okay, after things settled, my 'buddy'(in another way means the one who takes care of new hires lar) brought me to my cubic. Not bad, not bad, the table kinda big cause there's nothing on top besides a telephone. I took picture of it, with my bottle and a name card on top so that it wont look that sad. But I cant upload it now.
Then i waited, played games, waited. And i got my desktop! yay~~ with my name there yo!

Lunch time at Queensbay, thai restaurant. FOC regarding to the 'buddy lunch'. =)
Then back to the office. Me damn sleepy till feel like smash my head on the table and let it bleed. Nasai... I BORED TILL GIVE DOG BITE AH!!!!

Yer, very boring lar, dun feel like writing anymore. Chaoz!
BYE!

update:
34ki: so what you doing there? pao(bancuh) kopi?

****: Nope, wiping my boss' lampa(balls).

Tattoo

2008-06-08T15:40:00.004+08:00

Guess this title might be interesting huh?

Yeap babes! I have a tattoo!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

*DRUM ROLL*

It's SUN!

This one a bit too bright. Photographer not pro enough. hahaha
It's erm... a fairy or whatever-you-think sitting on the moon.

Snap of mine going to Catherine's wedding.

And... my new stock. =)

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... Ok lar.. No need to doubt on that, those are fake tattoo la.
..BUUUUU...
Yea, ray drew it. And I had karma that night cause, i tried to rub my eyes, then... you guys know what happened.

Toodles!

Shella de Aphro

我是玻璃。

Looking forward for the arrival of September.

One of my best getaways. (I)

Now I know how I am feeling.

I have had.

a night of Saturdays.

when everything goes against me.

Dear you.

Pen updates.

Solitary moment.

i've just have to repeat it.

Artist of the day.

My first SNY.

2 months.

[x title].

一线之差。

Hello hello!

i guess this is goodbye. =)

=)

Blogger seems so boring nowadays.

It's all about money.

ngehehe.

090909.

grass by the wall.

It's not a good day.

they made my uni life.

1 month anniversary.

Break down No.

Hi bloggie.

me blog again! woot!

just to raise ur lips edge. =)

fuck the title.

It is somehow the bittersweet moment that makes such cold night warm.

balcony o' balcony

Upcoming Bali Trip

picci-pics [part I]

14th Feb '09

MOS Tiger beer

U gimme Husky I give u monehhh!!! aaahhhhhhh!

the bla bla bla

[my long lost entry]

random.

We've decided

Mum's big day!

I will be

I do it this way =)

super random one.

tattoo

I call it story chain =)

Untitled, again.

Wicked semester.

notes, wine.

The second Escape.

not much words.

it's sucks to b alone.

Banana Skin vs Vaseline

5 days back.

a long friend visits called Emo.

Sahply exposed.

peak of Oct.

What?

u know who u are.

Q&A. Again.

plucking rose buds

Luck Fairy came to me.

Lone Pine.

Ladies! It's time to work out!

Is music ur soul?

you name it.

/Chanel*C.Louboutin*Coach// addiction...

[当我老了] [when I'm old]

[*I'm ur lil' pwincess*]

eppie eppie burfday!!! II

eppie eppie burfday!!!!!

Look who's talking.

Oh I never thought that I was a 'special one'

Something that I cant insist.

--let the pics talk--

New face *booop*

/ChanelC.LouboutinCoach// addiction...

[I'm ur lil' pwincess]

New face booop

Tattoo